Essence

Far to reach
The field seems plain
The grass is green and plenty
The air hallows out the empty

Instances of belief
Unexplainable stitch left in situations
That you can no longer escape
Accumulated somethings, all in one place

An exhausted mind
To refer all the time
Flashbacks of that one time
Recurring lucid in my dreams

I can never remember
Breathing air of each new day
And I chase
The essence left behind

Reformations

Transfusions of disaster
Only spark ever after
Re-creation alters
Different angles located
Pressure points fixated

No wasted time
Consequently, it gets harder
To attain the consistency
Knowing it must be
Releasing ambiguity

Existence

It's funny when you know how people get so influenced by the impressions around them, they look when they shouldn't, they taunt themselves when they know they'll regret it later. Why bother? They bother because everyone else does, to understand others means following their actions. Ironically, this takes you further from yourself, try understanding yourself first. If that were the case, you wouldn't need to look when you shouldn't, you'd be respectful to another whether they show you the same courtesy or not. Minding your own business allows you to actually focus on your own shit, making it something worth value rather than something that's just worth a quick glance.

However, your lack of realization jails you. You are stuck watching others and in comparison you will never be the same. It's not meant to be, to mimic another, and you see no other escape. Stuck in a pity full existence, mixed with assumptions derived from influences - you shed yourself in the process.

Being a third person observer, it kinda pains me to see all this happen, the lack of freedom that occupies people's minds. As much as you want to change something, the circumstances must be ready for the change. Until then, be water, and flow.

Samsara (Sanskrit) - The perpetual flow of realization which causes suffering, taking in both positive and negative acknowledgment resulting in the formation of new perspectives and propelling you further into different realms of existence through adaptation and change.

So, be the change this week and have a great Monday! xo

(In)sane

Understanding it is like pushing it to the limit
This kind of knowledge only happens through experience
To grasp the meaning of every shift
Influencing the direction
All part of the equation
You controlling the outcome

Disastrous, yet you continue
The realization gets stronger
And your impact calls on more danger
Your reactions could withstand no longer
But you force it till it hurts

Your reality, masked
Can anyone notice?
So true to the rest, you believe it yourself
Hidden, yet revealed.
Saving you is what's driving you (in)sane