Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Foreal lol


Grimey this time
Spinning while everything inclines
The lines are blurred
I cannot define


Mixtures, textures; feels are so real
We’re always so exposed
The world starts to kill
Expiring, and in rhythms still


They cut down the trees
We plant the seeds
Into the minds
It’s the illusions they feed 


The walls are high
We sit here patiently
Luxury in the acceptance
Emancipation happens incredulously


Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Dreaming


The movie is playing and I’m the Protagonist. But my storyline 
is so still that I can’t measure my outcomes. I’m waiting - to resume 
my story. And I laugh because life is so beautiful. It gives me the 
hints as subtle as they can be. My actions, so free, ultimately - careless. 

Comparable, people always thought. I could never understand what 
the point of resistance could be. I want to re-write my story every day. 
In a new way and with a new plot twist. Because I know that today 
I have something that the other day didn’t. I couldn’t comprehend it at 
the time but I’m growing into the storyline.

Visually, my dreams seem real, finally. Emotions so heavy, in my dreams 
they were over bearing, so overwhelming and today I’m writing. The 
hidden instances I always notice. I’m watching how you watch me and 
all we do is deny. I’ll make you chase me.

The writer of my knowing, I’m in knowing, and I’m showing. Although 
its effortless, the kind of thing that suits us best. The way we move in 
our natural flow, nothing exposed and yet so pronounced. I see all the
little things, when I dive into you. :)


Thursday, July 18, 2013

Found


Sides, Faces, Phases, Places.

We’re filtered in each person’s perspectives. The labels never go
away, and each action is replaced with another label. Forever breaking
them through opposite extremes. You are seen as something else.
Insanity driven, influenced by context, proving through standards.
Not everyone’s story adds up. But the influence is there and the
influenced are lost. A sense of loss.. the self is sought.

I’m this if I wear that. I’m that because I act like this. The walls are
up, the vulnerability is never around. The tangibles are a distraction,
an investment into the downfall. The illusions are cast by the magician,
bored in its cage.The hidden stories behind it add up to nothing of
this world.

 Earth bound - I’m so found.

To be unseen. The silence creates the noise. The itch is provoking
us to splatter onto the canvas. Splatters of chaos and of raw intentions.
The feeling of the world is lost in the wilderness.

And then we are faced with the attack.
When the tension is found and when we become untamed.
The stillness evokes.
Going into being gone.


Saturday, July 13, 2013

Into the same




Why do we believe that all our paths are different when we 
share the same world? How would all paths cross if we didn’t 
share anything in common? It’s impossible to be differentiated 
from each other because we live off each other. We have the 
different phases in life that help us step into existence together. 
The frequency, in which we do, increases as we continue 
simultaneously. As we act, we break the barriers by changing 
the associations once made. We create others.

‘Generations apart’ is how we’re all defined. We precede many 
like us and we mimic what has been done. So what is different?

The way we act, and the way we show ourselves, the way we 
remain our intrinsic self is what’s different. To be utterly so, we 
battle our own expectations of where we find ourselves. Our 
contexts define everything; the people around us influence our 
character, or push us in the opposite extremes. And once we’re 
pushed here, we realize that it means the same to be on the other 
side.

We experience many different things. We live to achieve our 
happiness or rather to be happy despite of our achievements. 
The experience brings us this happiness, without the intention to 
gain. The unexpected things free us into our consciousness, and 
we once again feel the familiarity that we all share. Without any 
order, without any sense, logic doesn’t apply when we go beyond 
what we can analyze.


I wake up every morning to go to work, I do my make up, I do my 
hair. I fit into my contexts but the context doesn’t fit me. I look the 
part and that’s all that’s in sight. All I see are people scurried into 
their paths.

Some glance into me, into the world, into their own and into
everything. 


Inspired by a curly haired Italian guy

Monday, July 1, 2013

Lately



Lately, 
everyone reminds me of someone 
else. 

Other people I once 
met, visit me right now 
again, 
through other people.