Surrendering

I can’t wait. Each blink brings a new story. Transparent, 

I feel reluctant at the first go. Until I know what I’m in for. 

Although nothing is for certain, things can always go both 

ways; we’re usually ready for one or the other.. never both.

Opposite extremes, my life is always meant to be and 

never to settle for the middle. There were better days than 

this, but I'll never trade in today. Today is real and everything 

is so raw. The things I noticed and the way I saw; it’s 

leading me and I’m following. The ways I thought I never 

would, or expect.

So I follow through. My days are never limited and I’m 
choosing this. Consciously I know yet I evade.  But I’m not 
running- I’m surrendering. This storyline is undone. I’m 
waiting for it to be written.