Part II

Investigative research, let’s call it that. To study each character, and to 
understand how it influences the story – is to be empathetic to their lives. 
No sleep. 

I’m in too deep. 

I’m lost in their world because I’ve allowed it in my mind. I become 
curious to understand why the characters are here, in my life. What’s 
their purpose? How does it tie into mine? Their purpose starts to outline 
mine as I start to understand them. 

Everything is relative, let’s not forget that. But we act like we’re so 
unattached. Mentally we’re reflecting each other but we don’t want it 
known… Yet, telepathically, we keep running into each other. 

Paths cross – again and again. You start to ask yourself, is it me or 
am I thinking it to be? So disillusioned that I can’t tell the difference 
anymore. I’ve studied every move so closely that I interpret them differently 
now from when I once did; when it was all still a mystery to me.

I’m just curious to see the outcomes. Not everything turns out the way 
we think it will. Although we always have our idealistic scenarios but we 
try to hard to interpret. We see the characters play the parts. But they are 
just parts, and they’re stuck in them too. They’re stuck and so are we. The 
creation lost the creator in the conjuring.